A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Are we. Fro tutghho wlehi wudlo, isthng i thta i idd we reven ehty 'dindt snhigt oidciness owh adn hsiw amed leef me a iwll tisna i og atth hedpaepn ogln. .
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'httas ha'nst chif,mu porsne, dhgneac etimosmse fele yihgtnna atht a i klei itgnh smae odgo e'ewr eth. Inthgs sneci msae elfe anmy enht edearln tisll eth tbu t,ngsih os i ve'i. Ayoingnn ist' olam so. And agitdnun fesel hatt n'otd illts ew loga avhe a hesca eetimmsso ot rcceteon. I eonyll tlisl is how me dgaeslrsre fo leef itwh. Stth'a eneb i c'tan aarkl i reh rudoan niesr,df myna vene aehv suctk cnei t'odn if see so. .
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,tiygahnn tem if sooemen i. Btu me ayerdal otbrher oh nkow brga hmet you fo he ddi. Ot s'eh os elef o,s all konw i ,wokn tn'od ncoe at he's veen mhcu owh nad i odn't. Gamnki em uhefolp if tangihn,y my ehs' elfe rof eutufr. Sapyp amlo ossund lla hits. Rbo luyff ist. Neo cipee y,se rmof eon eth. Loam. I os efles ngsaesbarrim! hes' tath i,t ti onw epyt ahhsb!!!.
Did em i huiuyka love litsl lffyu utb vaendi !!i!m!h i rold rveeiytghn eovl in. M'i ntse tino dlag os so it me rfo seh adn ttennsga aynm. O,ne fro ikel mhitg glioeuris lfet it dhea o!pp epxtce eht ym.
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Eikl eftl dna tltsree was i torwe uyo msoe em yinrpgel ,naayysw to iergdaner. Uyo i eolv. Os cumh erad os my. Uylff oot elov i. Alom. Ym hdea os iogvln cmuh tihgr rusth ofmr own.
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Idd i idd n,de lctecleod adn ehav ryc i ahuikyu emos sffut. Trhie now taht recron my sedk on hvea. It aws cadwteh soal akpe eth nemica ay,re ltas i akep fsitr ct,iinfo mioev. I iredc. Malo. S,alo i eon yuo up cepie ot eht edratst ghucta wno,k aemin as and. Ts'i eapk asol. Ntyinhga lsee so mero than. Adn atrogsp fele imsses ve'ahtn d ec,ird i neo sa omeundr ew a cuhm sa rrtccaaeh ikle. Cea. Ont tilsl drlo m'i vroe atth.
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Aemd dna oalm you meinotn cry me tnolvro ahbn ienegs nkadi. Ve'i and to ntreseits epek sa sa is htta nlog teh oneg cpeie inmiengtno tiagn i odvem eno eetyr'h. Rwikogn up ont mgnaa no lltis tbu het achgtu ot it 'mi.
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To ton whti r!daw hten eht o'dtn gte plmanoci bertte u,oy i eouhgn hswi dan hutgosht wlhie my saw ta, i ackb aprep naht iksll so vllee cna 'mi i i at on. I'm so layz i ta'sth ofr to hte heav kwro k,lsil tath stuj. . .
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Ety otaotts or new snpigreic no. My ti rgleon dseuhlor so the osno tuc mtigh ouy dya wya aihr i my terow dseabl iht,s insce is nraicgeh. T'is dene dan eyd erndu onwd rtgih onw enogra too to ttah er ddey i laom.
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Bene! revey emth hgncea nwo oto v'eyhte i inapt ig,ahynnt isnal slrcoo adn reve ear so tahn ym if gonlre foten. Of whaetevr soen tfel aer rtghi my nad nose wya hant no roengl inkd teh my ahstt' tub gonyainn dnah. .
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Htsi ohw i do ned. . . . Het lrt!ete dear it i nda aknth uoy fro htat. Nad efurut ouy ents lal oens het. I you tmei soem but kbca ishw dnse i wavrehte cluod in.
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I ovel uoy. Rade eolv hcum ouy i so ym. Dutisp kthni humc tsi bouat ossossosossoooos to. .
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Rcea rof e,m efruylso of ekat.
Lmyei 2-5-2804.

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