A letter from Feb 11th, 2022

Dear Future Me, First of all, Happy 19th Birthday! I assume you have already graduated by now and maybe you already achieved your plan living alone and be independent and has a part time job; I hope you do. I hope you have convinced momma that the path you chose are exactly the life you wanted. Things maybe hard right now and maybe some things aren't running smoothly but hold on FutureMe. Keep going and continue! You'll become a lawyer soon by your hardwork. We may not be stable financially but we can cross that bridge and still continue pursuing our dreams. Some days must be so hard that you wanted to perish, however, please don't. I understand you, that's life. Whatever situation you may in, I hope you always choose to keep holding; to keep dreaming, and to keep being alive! I love you. I know you have so many insecurities from your appearance to your intellectual capacity that you think hinders you to attain something like connection and satisfaction but you are already the best FutureMe! You did well and you are doing well. Work harder FutureMe and I hope you found your permanent focus and avoid procrastinating because that's one of our weaknesses XD. I don't know if you are already in college but I hope you are. It ain't easy being an adult, there are many things to consider and many things to handle, nonetheless, I believe in you! I believe how strong you are may it mentally or emotionally, just don't forget to take a rest FutureMe and eat & sleep on time. Let momma be proud of you FutureMe! Always remember what you are standing and fighting for. It's for yourself FutureMe and to prove everyone that you can do it despite of all the things they have said. You have so many plans FutureMe and I hope you'll attain it all by your perseverance. FutureMe, your friends and family are the most important and beautiful thing that had happened to you and I hope they are still around and witnessing you strive for your dreams. I hope they are doing well and still has a good and healthy relationship with you. We know to ourselves how much we love them FutureMe. I hope things are flowing to its right places. Again, I love you, FutureMe! Haha I hope you already have a special someone right now even though it's a cringe thing to say LMAO. Do your best to love that person FutureMe. Avoid having a second thought of the things you wanted to try as long as it's within your limit, so that regret will not swallow you at the end of the day. That person must be lucky because you love him, I hope you both will achieve your dreams whatever happens. I hope he's treating you well and you both are happy despite of those rough days. But if I am saying these for nothing and resulted that you don't have your person yet then XD I think you'll remain single for the rest of your life jk. We know how much we crave for it haha. I hope you'll be with someone who understands and sees the best in you and hope you do too towards that someone. That's all FutureMe! It was fun writing this letter. Say hello for me to 2024 version of the world.