A letter from Dec 01, 2022

Dear Me? Tf dear my balls, ugh. I hope by now you finally get to know your place, and learn more about other countries, where they are situated, etc. I'll tell you my life is a chaos rn, and that's our own fault honey, all ours. So don't go around victimizing yourself little b0tch cuz ik you. Our beloved, (Beloved? tf is wrong with you) A has a crush on L and peolple think L reciprocates him,at least that's what I understand. Gotta admit that it hurt my feelings. You know I tried not to cry in front of everyone when I heard it, ik you know. But he was looking at me in class and when he was running away bc they wanted to put them together. We looked at each other and our eyes crossed many times... so why? I don' t deserve him?, I wouldn t know how to be in a relationship with someone like him, i guess hi's too much for me, then why do i want him son badly...? nvm its okay I'll survive when they hug each other and kiss each other and hold hands together, if they do. This is happening for all i did to A2 and W and M and EVERYONE!!!? i just want to be better in the future. And I want them to be happy!! I'm tired. Hope you're better than me babe. 13 A.C for 16 A.C