Time Travelled — about 7 years

A letter from February 19th, 2018

Feb 19, 2018 Mar 19, 2025

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I guess I just need to vent. Today has felt weirder than usual. I've lost my drive to do anything. I know that I have work to get done, work I want to get done, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I started crying today, just out of the blue. And you know that I don't just start crying. These past few weeks I've felt strange. Never truly happy, but never sad. Just kinda numb. I plan for this to get to you by the time you're well into college, do you have friends? I mean, I do, but it doesn't feel right, no one I can call my best friend, just people that I've attached myself to. I feel clingy, I feel as if all of the people I would consider to be my friends would rather be with someone else and the people that want to be around me act like they're still second graders. I know, the hard life of a Seventh-grader. Anyway, I gotta go now. Have to get some real work done. -Sincerely Me

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hey kid,

I gotta be honest, you're never gonna get over that procrastination habit. I know right now, that's not what's happening with you. I think this is probably the...

Porsesnied itrfs ncrniepgeixe lylear mtie u'eory. Nda ith ehrgtoet rof era no xetn in yares, freta ffo eht you oyu hat,t i nvsee l'ilt it nda. Dna eht pime,ros i yuo yuo deon etg well d,eno okrw ti teg bt,u. Ihrgt, rebmeerm is i emotnm hawt lwel ma own, abuto htsi oellgec ni so i oyu rea otn drsseets 'uroye onit dan it cna. Tsdiuse ocaisl omehgsint i le,iartcy acn aobylprb ro ahmt for u,ers not igen,ami. Yuo ned be peopsusd to pu cyetaxl tu,srt erwhe ore'uy. .
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Aevh ot i iounqest drfsein ,sye rouy - as. I giarnniufit nefudrwol, isuicou,rdl ngmaai,z ifdnser raisouil,h vaeh. Og nnidre eottgerh the veeyr moes gmy srongimn, fo t,hgin we ate ni su het to. Ytlulaac have teum, atht cprhgatou em isdien awnt dan have ot and a reraly i roywr to ehty j,skeo td'no drouna we i. A eenb ti iths levieeb ew sthomo ierd uoy 'stanh t,i ayr,e hlwoe wndo way nloy nac nda if the mte. Eutsp atwn hwit tsenho estb fi ytretp v'ei the ouy u,hrtt eneb all (s,ye friend eewk ym t)ebs. Layutalc vnigiaod v'ie ebne ,reh. Uyo rygint eignami hmtig atth who sdnorpe to im' ot. Do hte reeremmb fo fesiccisp ssenelonli mrebrmee ghothu tgrih ilef wn,o 'ctna i i yuor eth. ,us rdoanu ikel to anyneo ohw eetsrpead ofr ot ntaw i ees u,s meeberrm us we to were. Orf, ghitn yrase im' htat elran you hvea i loduw the pyra rfo ot be uoy eidofrihr fr,o igaonidv llwi nhkti nad neo yaeprd. Rpdsh,finei it si atht grntos noigg of os beytua ruin m'i a utb ?it hcatp rdeiwor rgohu rinpsdfihe,s hvea opeylectml i ot teh one nee,v hatt is nto tno. Akoy, u'evyo i nivthrgeye nda llwi og noang augtht me ghtrhu,o noge uthohr,g be kwno tath ts'i sha. .
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A shti tol giogn aer evsne uyo teh gtithars iwht li'l earys txen in to of eb aeld up;. So its' ngona naong muhc uck,s ckus sit'. Os hent ptotrcs,ere yeht goann humc in ni fnu begirg uoe'ry tub hte etewbne the eesm fo od elnwsaf,us nmmtoe podiers wcihh hvae. Hitw sfactitna nad eakm uyo etnceocrn aer h(ten aagin) dna lod allf ihtw soen rneidfs ecnentocr inggo to ehnt tou hm,te enw. Eu'ryo ggnoi ghacne fo usolcuriid dna sa to and moce a,csathnp fi a nonag reo,th a esksrat htme ot go sos,hw ,oy)tsr necses uoyr eh'rtye idsa all lgo taeh tub ot eb sihntg it, eiplmssg a(nd of ot even hvea its' nggio 'lilt ot igngo hcea on 'yuero orf ees iwht e'uryo mpor you ouy tujs oogd vahe. Ont higrt nerve eefilgn ggoni uoy iereytln to yu'eor way tpos feel teh no,w. Ot eve'w i ot otg eyitaxn ebkar ti up utb uo,y ehat woazo het. Awaysl ltoniiarra eb to eht reeth to rnael itwh tbu tagisna utdob owh it, hhtgsuto, aeld is oarinlat we. Tbu. Vnere yreuo' laeon ont lnaoe, o'reuy. A sooneme rbdeun you rae fro to hiwt sgeelnfi ltka ton wnantgi aubto u'yore. Uyo eyor'u m,e onwk ,'ownt erfta lla i. That wllgini yuo n,lare irnsdfe, wslaay rtue lsteni ot itme, ni tu,b wlil ,rifdens era. .
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Ot kile lsilt rsue who consed im' ulocd c"at owh het mhet iswh yeth're arrg"sde i i rtaeppcaei tlle oyu nyaywa tno tbu poeepl e,ra. Eahd ekep catn' het rof of yuo aveh uyo in iaegm oentsmhig uory lgnonig. Enrev i ismr,epo is rtieayl teanslap sa. Oyu htey rae sa rveiepce llyiidc unorad ton tesho oyu sa uspgor ttha nreifd hocol,s see. Ni tosm ot a,tfc fo kusc be ehtm udanro. U,fn emro irdcet are rfa eevr arf meor eivg ryeolufs orf uoy athn itignsrtene, you.
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Thta owkn nithk i gthri nwo ouy abvllneuo ryou'e. Oeu'ry ont. Afert secom ttah i evsinor fo levo dan yever ,oyu yuo oelv i. Onw eht em's e,m emsa eth seenv ilwl ehr - ufll mo,wan hs'ell udtal, aoutb seray m'i the hte romf be sya us hte adn nhtgi iutnl nkrwiog fo i. It here il'l den esmo gte togat so to,o aehv i krow en,od i. .
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Idk eolv ay,. Nokw be catf ofr kaoy ganno i a euyor' hatt.
Tuuref uyo -.

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