A letter from February 14th, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, you ****** up pretty bad today man. Hopefully you made it to august 14th you was going through a lot at the time. by April or May you should've got everything together again and been in a happy headspace again and ready to raise your newborn kids man you got twins isn't that crazy!?! At this time you wanted to end it all but you didn't have the courage and felt very selfish of committing to it, if you're reading this just know you overcame it ***** *** *****😂. Now, don't let yourself ever lose yourself again that **** ain't fun keep that **** going man you know how much you wanted for yourself at one point tighten up. If I didn't make it which I highly ******* doubt because this **** personal now, you tried really ******* hard boy ik you did you was tryna put belt to *** nbs😂😭. Depression don't last forever and in the future if I ever feel like it's creeping back up on me you better come back and talk to your past self man don't let that **** ever get to you again EVER, I love you bro

Epilogue

9 months later

Hey man, you did a little better for Valentines this year but not as much as you wanted to ofc but you tried. Bad news is you didn’t get any...

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